My  jaws  are numb. Don’t feel the chicken which is grinding in there. All I feel is the sensation of floating. The pepper in the chicken fry is making my nose water. Where is a tooth pick when you want one. 2 faces sail past in my mind, one of them looks like amala paul(I wish). My hands are steady , I could do laparotomy and it would be a classic. Got to go back for more. But the bar is spinning, no more 100 pipers for me. Better stick to bacardi white, razz is much better. Dikhayee diye yoon ke bekhud ki yaad, hamein aap se judaa kar chale, perfect accompaniement for this stuff.' High hopes 'by Pink floyd and of course my all time number one daaru song' comfortably numb' again by pink floyd.random thoughts random faces. is Tashi singing or is the Tv talking to me?Feel  a hot sensation in my neck its coming upto my face, damn is  the fan on? rule no.1. Never drink alone. Rule no.2 never drink alone.isnt that fight club.Tyler durden would be proud. Yes I wanted to come to maldives, no I will not forget orissa,.yes me too. Fate is a fickle friend.I should have persisted, writing a letter and washing my hands off seemed like good idea at that time , handing over a letter in the bus stop, saying I hope this  explains  everything. Explain my a@#$.  my life standing there alone,should have listened to my father.why did I think like that?Not all  that god does is for our good,if that was so then there will be no need for us to pray. Where is the glass? Its  finished, time for bed ,wait let me finish this last scene of predator, who is the idiot who directed predator 2 he should be shot in the middle of the road.you kknow what I mean. No.2 fav movie as good as it gets,inception.