Right it's that time again. A clear mind and an empty glass. Who said alcohol numbs your senses it in fact makes mine sharp.
Sometimes I feel iam overworked. I cannot say no to anybody. Whatever work is dumped on me I just go with it. People can be such jerks sometimes.
The beautiful sunset ,even more mesmerising sunrise, these are the thing one remembers. Stray thought disjointed sentences that's who i am .
I once wanted to leave everything behind and go to Africa . Stay in a quiet place and practise some sort of medicine but life had a different choice for me. My best friend always asks me are you happy are you OK. I don't know the answer to that. What is happiness ?if playing with my daughter and hearing her tell rhymes in her own sweet way is happiness then i am the happiest person on earth if seeing my sons eyes light up when he completes a jigsaw puzzle is happiness then iam the happiest person on earth. If eating chilly omelette while drinking beer with my friends is happiness then I don't want to be any where else.
I just trust god absolutely. He has got me here and he will get me there. I don't want lots of money, I don't want to  be known as the sensible blogger who writes about issues I write about myself, I am selfish and I like it like that.
I love my friends even though they are in different continents. I miss them .come back guys. I feel so lonely. I am surrounded by people but you make me laugh all these ones are fake friends just let's get together come hell or high water. We will always have goa. That's not enough. Khajuraho may be. But still I just want those nainital days, old stag and aloo paratta.
Got to go now I am not good with emotions.